Saturday, 29 December 2007
11.
last post.
im closin the blog after this.
life's been great w you.
have always been. no doubts.
no no no regrets. really no.
outta all the many,
yes, youre the best i ever had.
even more than the one,
you've always been wearied abt.
yeahs, shit happens.
it always does. no matter how good
things may appear t be but hell,
it always happens.
like we're sorta stuck w it or smthng.
you & i, we nvr had it easy baby.
we had t work so hard.
well, im bloodyhell takin my chances.
lets just put it this way.
one song, you made me listen..
had me cryin a tsunami.
one song, made me pick up the phone..
and dial yr number.
one song, made me beg you back.
one song, made me choke on my tears.
one song, give me all the courage i needed
fr that phonecall.
yeahs.
and frm now on..
nothing else matter anymore.
its just you. you. you. & you.
i wna stand by you.
through all the different times. good/bad.
to pull you through.
to get you by.
i wna hold yr hands, like..
i'll nvr let it go.
& in return, you'll hold mine.
i wna make you smile.
make you happy.
i'll pick you up, on my back...
and walk this road w you.
yes, when it comes t yr sensitivity.
i wna give in.
cos i believe, eventually..
i'll be able t change you. or rather.
tht nasty personality of yrs even you despise.
i wna change you. like you change me.
its 9months now..
plus 2months of hilarious courtship.
and going.
and going.
and going.
and going.
and going.
no hush. listen t me.
its still going. and silly,
its you.
it has always been.
& i knew it.
right frm the start.
its you.
im gna fall inlove w.
im fallin inlove w..
i still am fallin inlove w.
frm the moment i met you 2yrs back,
we both knew.
something was there.
no, you cant deny it.
and you know it better than me.
no dearest, im stayin.
and thats final.
no doubts.
no denials.
no space fr negotiations.
cos im not leaving.
im bringin you along w me.
through all these.
and that is final.
824pm;
29thDecember2007
9months2days&counting..
'Lie on me, & hear my heartbeat.
& when it stops beating, is when i'll
stop lovin.
ps: i love you, cupcake.
i swear, youre fabulous.
02:45:00
Tell Her.