Saturday, 29 September 2007

its been awhile since i last blog.
been worn out by late night mugging,
crazy awful quarrells w the girl,
endless classes in the day.
tell me, ppl... what is this?

couple of weeks left to O's.
this is NO good.
studying schedule needs to kept
and adhered to.
but really, distractions can be real great
at times.

pL funfair was kinda dry.
probably cos' i barely knew many there.
met old friends.
and some friendly aquaintances.
pretty boy was there too.
pleasant surprise.

got the day by meetin the clique at j8.
cartel 's freeflow of bread is the kick.
haha. sorrie, im a hopeless..
what do you call that?
hmm. steph calls it..
" bread-tong. fan-tong. cake-tong.."
and finally, "pastries-tong." -.-
i sppose we're really upping our
level of humour. HAH.

yesyes. i've got crazy obsessions w all
those above..

things aint gettin easy now.
no, we're both having it hard.
really, at times i really felt like i could
just give up all of us.
this is bersek.
im sorry if im not enough.
but honestly, this is not the way how
things should be going.
girl, i love you.
please, we needa get a grip on things.
desperately.
those late night cryings aint doin us good.
no, i feel weak and unstable.
we both deserve more than this goddamn
shit we're goin through.
& im still waiting for things to get better.
but how? when? soon? or never?

these are qns we'll nv get to answer.

chicks,
they come & they go.
the one that's here to stay, will stay.
the rest, they just fade away somehow.

even so,
there's still so much in you,
i haven seek and no, at this point of time..
letting go, is not the best way out.

kids,
bury your heads into the books right now,
bcos if you dont do it now,
you'll never get a chance to do it.
we deserve good results.
good schools. good jobs. good whatever.
Only if you give it all your best now.
do it.
you'll get it.

Tell Her.