Thursday, 2 August 2007

came home after stayin in school till 12plus.
dope fever and aches. thanks man. wtf.
dad was too bz. ( he always is )
mom's asleep. so they cant pick me up.
so i cabbed home from school.pathetic.
okay. im nt sppse to whine .
i was NEVER sppse to whine all this years.
this has always the way we live, my family.
but wtheck.
it isnt helping when care's given, yet the concern
taken away.
tell me. what are parents for ?
shelter ? money ? two robots tht everyone has,
so therefore i have to have a pair too?

head home.
had porridge w pork floss.
slept.
woke up.
had rice with soup and pork floss.
sorry. i refuse eat anything..
but something w pork floss.

dearest. i miss you. terribly.
so where're you?
when i really need you.
at times, it seems like you care.
then again. it seems like you dont.
and i feel like bawling out to you.
cos i feel so much like a lost child now.
i want nthng then to hide in you.
becos the rest, they dont care.
they dont know. they dont bother.
so where're you? :'(

i feel like some thrown out kid.
quite pathetic actually.
but really, who knows?

if you think its fun being rich.
and nothing else.
well, youre darn wrong.
cos all the money in the world,
aint gonna buy me
what i want & need most.

and it takes alot.
to get through all these times.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEHCHEH!
YOURE 18 THIS YEAR.
AND IM GLAD YOURE HAPPY.
FOR UR DEAR BOY SEEMS TO HAVE
GIVEN YOU SO MUCH JOY. ;))))))
I LOVE YOU.
HAPPY HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!

Tell Her.