Monday, 18 June 2007
insomniaslept around
5plus in the mornin. goodness. whats with the sudden surge of insecurity and frustration that swept me off my feet then man? guess i gave
c quite a shock. that poor girl, stayed up till im aslp just to cheer me up. and yeahs, trust me, just by being there, crapping, listening to me, laughing with me, laughing at me, whatever. it helps okay. like a great deal. i felt so much better after that.
like someone has just taken a heavy load off my back literally. (im beginning to doubt whether i'll be able to make it, without you.)woke up at 920? haha. bathed and pulled a plain tee over. too tired to dress up.
am too shagged. sppse to meet
boyfriend at tpy around 1015? we both ended up late. then
girlfriend called, it became 1045 becos shes meetin up w us too. so yeahs. met
brian at esplanade around 11plus? that stupid boy, dint do any of his homework. dint do much there anyway, was really sleepy. did like 2qns? and tried to sleep. cant though. uncomfortable.
sinying came to join us soon after that. tired tired tired!
we left the goddamn cold place after an hr or so and headed to marina square for lunch at
bk. rofl. had great fun talking and laugin through lunch. like how goodlookin girls always endup with ugly boyfriends(
brian grumbles that even ugly ppl also can get gf, why cant he? tsk!) and vice versa. which i thought was really kinda true? ohoh. and how we find it
REALLY INTERESTING to look at someone very ugly or very fat. like we'll stare and wonder
" how in the WORLD can someone be tht ugly? " or
" how the HELL can you eat THAT MUCH to become liddat? " rofl. yes ppl, im a critique. but hey, no hard feelings. we're jus fooling arnd okay. i mean afterall, how your soul's look is the utmost important part of a person man. nods-
( and dear c, i know youre shaking your head in disagreement to what im saying bcos you know i suffer from serious LOOKISM. haha!)cabbed to tuition after lunch. craps. fell aslp on the cab. am THAT shagged okay. had 3hrs of tuition straight. tht prettaye girl made me coffee and laughed at my silly mistakes so much i ended up laughing like crazy too. ahh well. hung arnd her place for a lil while after that to play her psp.
GEES. i WANT ONE TOO! seems fun luhhh. ( but if i ever have one, gone case man. i'll be oblivious to everything arnd me man!) but still, i want one i want one. tsk. i want alot things. but heck. no money. so shant think.
c's out with her family today. haha. its cute luhh the way her family functions. ahh well. at least much better than mine? i mean. so what if there's money&stuffs.
family obviously means much more than that. ahh hell. shant think.
amaths reexam 2mr. shouldn've told
brian it aint counted! that
idiot refuse to study after that luhh. haha. yeahs. ((: thats about all for today. aint much. the
townies made my day though. AYEEE.
anyway, check out
brian's blog man!
really good music, good videos, good voices !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
04:26:00
Tell Her.