Thursday 19 June 2008

things been crazy.
our love affair's ups and downs.

haha,
seems like i've become,
a really selfish moronic ass.

dont you think?
i guess you do agree,
to a certain extent.

sayin that i never wanted,
to be like this, is no use.
cos i already am acting like i am.

im sorry. really, i am.
i dont know if what i say. will help.

i love you still.
i wanna try.
i just need some directions.
alot of patience.
a whole lot of breathin space.
NO arguments,
alot of love & makeouts.
multiple movie trips.
handling my temper for me.
holdin my hand to calm me down.
and a ton of understandings.

i suddenly feel like the HULK.
;( oh myyyy


that,
can you do?

cos i know,
im lost, without you.
i really am.

im sorry
if you've shed buckets of tears.
and they aint stoppin'

i feel like some bigtime loser.
oh dearest :((

Oh say I love you so
But you know,
oh, you know you can trust
We'll be holding hands once again
All our broken plans
I will mend
I will hold you tight
so you know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my hand into yours
Thinking oh is it love?

therefore my words are here,
To ease every fear
And dry up every tear
And make it very clear
I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking oh is it love?

i promise you,
i'll never leave.
from now,
till my heart stops tickin.

Tell Her.

Thursday 5 June 2008

been ages since i last stepped in here.
prettymuch missed this place.
and the sillythings i used t blog.

wth, ppl grow, ppl change.
odd. guess i'll be back bloggin prettymuch.

things been crazy.
life's hasnt been good nor easy.
cranked up, screwed up and totally exhausted.
im almost always tired.
odd huh?

midterms are in two weeks?
i swear i havent exactly been studyin.
& im so gna screw it bad this time.

sometimes, all i wna do all day,
is hide in bed, alone, or w the right person.

i miss my girlfriend.
very very much. seriously.

Tell Her.

Friday 14 March 2008

lol sorry folks.
blog's prettymuch closed for now.

find me @
SUNDOWNTEQUILAS.LJ instead man (:
and yes, feel free t leave a comment or anything!

Tell Her.

Monday 31 December 2007

Bye world.
Hello Cheryl, im goin off w you tnite.

Tell Her.

Saturday 29 December 2007

11.


last post.
im closin the blog after this.

life's been great w you.
have always been. no doubts.
no no no regrets. really no.
outta all the many,
yes, youre the best i ever had.
even more than the one,
you've always been wearied abt.

yeahs, shit happens.
it always does. no matter how good
things may appear t be but hell,
it always happens.
like we're sorta stuck w it or smthng.
you & i, we nvr had it easy baby.
we had t work so hard.
well, im bloodyhell takin my chances.

lets just put it this way.
one song, you made me listen..
had me cryin a tsunami.

one song, made me pick up the phone..
and dial yr number.

one song, made me beg you back.
one song, made me choke on my tears.
one song, give me all the courage i needed
fr that phonecall.

yeahs.
and frm now on..
nothing else matter anymore.

its just you. you. you. & you.

i wna stand by you.
through all the different times. good/bad.
to pull you through.
to get you by.
i wna hold yr hands, like..
i'll nvr let it go.
& in return, you'll hold mine.
i wna make you smile.
make you happy.
i'll pick you up, on my back...
and walk this road w you.

yes, when it comes t yr sensitivity.
i wna give in.
cos i believe, eventually..
i'll be able t change you. or rather.
tht nasty personality of yrs even you despise.

i wna change you. like you change me.

its 9months now..
plus 2months of hilarious courtship.

and going.
and going.
and going.
and going.
and going.

no hush. listen t me.
its still going. and silly,
its you.
it has always been.

& i knew it.
right frm the start.

its you.
im gna fall inlove w.
im fallin inlove w..
i still am fallin inlove w.
frm the moment i met you 2yrs back,
we both knew.
something was there.
no, you cant deny it.
and you know it better than me.

no dearest, im stayin.
and thats final.

no doubts.
no denials.
no space fr negotiations.

cos im not leaving.

im bringin you along w me.
through all these.

and that is final.


824pm;
29thDecember2007
9months2days&counting..

'Lie on me, & hear my heartbeat.
& when it stops beating, is when i'll
stop lovin.

ps: i love you, cupcake.
i swear, youre fabulous.

Tell Her.